On July 22, 2024, my husband committed suicide.
I am still recovering from the shock and disappointment of that day.
It seems both real and unreal.
Many days I still feel like I’m in a nightmare that I can’t wake up from.
So many questions with few answers.
I did not see this coming.
But God did.
This brings both comfort and anguish to me.
Then, on October 12, 2024, my ninety-year-old father passed.
So, in less than three months, I lost the two most important earthly men in my life.
I knew my dad’s death was near, given he had been in a care facility for over a year in a slow but steady decline.
But to deal with losing both men so close together was not something I ever expected to have to face.
How has this affected my ability to worship God?
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